Why Do I

Why do i love you
when i reccive no love back
why do i care
when u don't even know i m there
i know everything about you
from the colour of your eyes
to your favorite food
when you pass by me
you always put me in a wonderful mood
you make me smile when i hear your name
it sounds silly like its just a game
bt i adore everything about you
and everything you do
also i know that you can never feel such a way
why do i notice you
when you care nthng about me
why do i dream about you
when you seem so very far
at night i wish for you upon a star
you are in my head all day long
i write about you in all my song
i am your invisible fan
all dolled up in diamonds and pearls
yet you don't even know my name
not even one memory of mine is in your brain
i would give up the world just to have you
to make my wildest dreams all come true
why do i hope
when you keep pulling me down
why is there a raging fire
when you should have burnt it out
the music playing in my heart
it is strong enough,yet can be broken apart
darkness is how you describe it
a deep bottom less pit
i need you to light my way
yet that;s not going to happen anyday
hold me tight in ur arms
i want to be your good luck charm
but i m drowning in love for you
abd you aren't there to rescue me
i m jumping of a ledge for you
and you won't be there to catch me


Why do i love you
when i reccive no love back
why do i care
when u don't even know i m there

Fall of an ardent follower

I am full of
Anger, sorrow and pain.
My head is full of stress
When the day before last
everything was slain.

You did the one thing I can never pardon,
You stabbed me in the back.
What was my sunny and beautiful world
You suddenly turned dark and black.

How could you do that to me
do you know how it feels
when the eyes u loved questions you silently.
sitting in front of mob interrogating you.
where you have no importance at all,you are just a freak.
i guess that was our first meet and u made it last.
just know that i have no regrets but a lot of pain.
now i learnt that all the things in world are not the same
i was better in my fantasy world,cause the world of reality
is too speculative ,its too bad,its too insane..

Gone are my days of happiness,
Gone are my days of bliss.
Now only remains my loneliness,
And days past to reminisce.
Each step that I take,
Each time I take a breath,
Each second that slips away,
Brings me closer to my death.
Of all the things I have,
I still feel so poor,
And have become more depressed
Than I have ever felt before.
What am I fighting for,
Not only what but why,
When all I am doing
Is delaying the day I die.
i said don't ask me no question
I'll tell u no lies
think I'll close my eyes - to the pain that i realized
my head was spinning,pulsation was steadily increasing
i was sinking,i was lapsing
but do it matters to u anyhow.................................i guess no
u were quite,liberating me inside.
I told u everything still u acted like stranger bruised the most
I sat before you as a friend in pain,
My once happy relationship no longer well,
What used to be blissful and heavenly,
Is now more sullen than hell.
You know how bad love has been to me,
How every time it has wounded my heart,
And yet I try again and again,
And again love and I soon apart
As I try and think of what went wrong,
Of why it did not last,
I come to find it was my fault,
That I was such an ass.



I must not have waited long for a sight
I must have told the lies
I must not have been clear to you
I must not have drowned in ur thoughts from dusk to dawn.
I could have done a lot different,
I could have done it right,
I could be sleeping soundly,
Instead of staying up all night.


What you did to me I will never forget
As long as I live,
Yet someday... sometime hence,
I may learn to forgive.

Its All Abt Life

Never a day went tout u in my thoughts,

Never a night was spent tout u in my dreams;

I feel u in my every nerve, as a fruitful verve:

I know u r someone’s bird,

Still I love to watch u fly

Thou not in my skies.

not a hug to Ur wisp

but a feel of Ur strand when u flock

will be everything for me.

I ought to posses’ u all my life, but what to do

Only my thoughts r lucky enough.

so why should I be possessive of one

which I don even possess …

yeah I know U are my most irresistible desire

to be irresistibly desired.

but do I deserve???

Fear Of Loosing You

Da fear of losing u is daunting me,
And dis shiver chills my spine.
Oh god am dreaded!
Dis thought fever is getting me sick

How to cure?
Ur friendship is da cream
of my life’s essence;
Very thick & tasty.

Ur care, ur cuddles, ur closeness:
The 3Cs, I always long 4
I crave for its shower ever.

Life is good, but with a friend like ya
its too good.
From wats wit a sip of coffee
to all dats wit leaps of time
V use to share,
Now am used to.

All dis long v hv never crossed any bitter times,
Evrythin was better… its as sweet as it can
If r time thread is unwound,
It has always been knotless,
still v knotted well

Those beautiful moments will turn into
beautiful memories.
dat inexpressible comfort
which I felt & sheltered
blew my worries away…

Even da very next second is dark,
better not to think,
how will I miss all dis…

Now life seems to be bad
an its too bad without ya..

Da pain of missin u
is hard to bear…

how I gona miss u , I dunno
but y I gona miss u
I think a part of u has grown in me
So am more then myself now

Lemme not think abt da depart
It may be in vision but not in hearts…
I don wana finish,
Neither dis verses nor our journey.
Hope it sails.

Luv Hurts

My luv is too big for me to care about

but its too small for u to think about…



Thou my nights r colorful wit Ur dreams

still my days mourn in ur absence.



Even in a strand of Ur hair, I see my luv

but u glimpse my luv as a strand of hair…



Ur words are octets and Ur silence is my sonnet.

still it portrays only elegiacs



U mean so much & I care dat much

nothing I expect, & am set aback

better I watch u from there

so far yet so near…



Not all gestures of love

strokes of ur lash will do

i’ll be fulfilled



Wen I think of luv, I think of U

both hurt me,

Luv hurts me wit U,

and U hurt me witout luv

Alone

I try to help,
yet only seem to hurt you even more,
not knowing what to say,
I sit there in silence,
I say I’m sorry,
you tell me to leave you alone,
it hurts,
not knowing what to say,
why can’t I be there for you,
like you were for me,
I just don’t know how to,
to help you,
I wish you would tell me how I could,
give me a hint,
a suggestion,
anything,
just talk to me,
I know you are sad,
and i m probably mad,
yet you just sit there,
seeing you like this hurts me,
seeing people sad, specially my friends,
always makes me sad,
where is the smile you used to have?
why isn’t it around?
Now I miss that smile.

Alone

I don’t understand what happened
Everything seemed to be going fine
This morning I woke up happy
It only took a moment to realize

You were not mine anymore
You shook my world that’s for sure
You led me from my darkness
You healed my broken spirit
You made me want to change myself
Then you left me alone again

I sat there staring at your face
But when you looked I just turned away
Because I don’t know what to say
I’ll just hang my head and wonder

Why aren’t you mine anymore
You shook my world that’s for sure
You led me from my darkness
You healed my broken spirit
You made me want to change myself
Then you left me alone again

And I’ll sit here wondering and waiting
When hell freezes over and you realize
Maybe I was the one thing you needed
But I won’t wait around forever for you

You will be mine never more
You’d love me and leave me
But I’m worth more…maybe not

Can't Stop Loving You

I can’t sleep,
Missing you.
I lye awake, tears in my eyes,
Missing you.
Heart acks, mind can’t think,
Missing you.
Longing for you touch,
Missing you.
The sound of your voice, I can’t hear it.
Missing you.
The wanting for you in my heart.
Missing you.
Thoughts of how good it was to have you near,
Missing you.
You and only you thats all I want,
Missing you.
Wishing to see you smile,
Missing you.
Longing to hear you laugh,
Missing you.
Charishing all the time we shared,
Missing you.
Hopeing my heart will heal,
Missing you.

Why did you leave me?

For all the days I’ve tried,
to hold the tears I’ve cried,
for all the fears i could’nt face,
now can’t you see?

As the months move on,
I know your truly gone,
my heart but all an empty space,
why did you leave me?

Trapped by the barricade of sadness,
left in a world, a world of madness,
leaving me only made it worse,
why’d you go ahead and make me hurt,
cant you see all these tears I’ve cried,
doesn’t it show you how much I’ve tried,
tried to move on, it only made me sad,
but your happy now, i guess its not so bad,
now your in Heaven it makes me see ,
I guess you just don’t need me…...

Is There True Love

Is There True Love.

Is There True Love?
The kind that gets underneath your skin,
That makes the world go up or down,
That completes everything.

Does it actually make you insane?
Borderline upon Love and Hate,
Can it make you cry and lust?
Feeling like everything is a must,
Never wanting to let go,
Making everything deeper then it is.

Is There such a thing as Love?
The kind that fills you everywhere,
Making you possessive of your lover,
Making everything you do last forever,
Replaying in your mind the moments that slowed in time,
Your First kiss,
Your First hug,
The First I love you.

Now Tell me really is There such a thing as True Love?

You Took My Heart

18th january 2009



I haven’t talked to her from about a week or more
I miss her more than ever
I wish I would have never did this
I wish we would still talk
I wish she still cared.....
I wish I could turn back time
then this would have never happened…
its too late…
and she hates me now…
or at least I think so..
I loved her so much…
and I still do..
I’m trying to get over him.. I’m trying not to love her

but its so hard

why can’t I let go?!
she ripped out my heart… and took it with her
I feel dead inside.

I wonder…
if I actually died..
would she even care?
or even shed a tear?
Knowing that she was the only one who could have stopped me from doing this to myself........?

Why.........?????

Just tell me the reason, my dear heart,
Why is it, we fell apart…..
I went to the moon; u ran to the stars,
What is the reason, we went so far…..

Now that all things are, said & done,
U called from the star & said, “Just for fun”;
If it was for fun, then tell me dear,
What is the thing u & I fear??

What bout the days, months & years,
We lived together, without any fear,
What bout the days we laughed & cried,
You even forgot, we had a “Smile!!”

So I’ll like to end this small story,
With a wish from my heart;
I wish the moon & star get together,
And hope that,
“We never fell Apart!!”

I will Always Love You

Since the day I met you…
I knew you were the one.
When I looked deeply into those brownish eyes,
I knew I saw the sun.
I see you standing by my side,
But thoughts don’t always last.
Sometimes it’s hard to move on
When you’re livin’ in the past.

But I knew that I loved you
From the first day that we met.
I know that you Hate me too,
And I never will forget.
No, I will always love you.


You showed me true happiness
And what it means to care.
I showed you what true love is,
And that I’m always there.
I said that we would be together,
Until the day we die.
But that day had come too soon,
Now I cannot help but cry.

But I knew that I loved you
From the first day that we met.
I know that we will never be together,
but who cares cause.
I will always love you.

Please Forgive Me

Forgive me for all the things I’ve done.
Forgive me for ruining your fun.
Forgive me for bugging you non-stop.
Forgive me for being insufferable.
Forgive me for annoying you.
Forgive me for teasing you.
Forgive me for wasting your precious time.
Forgive me for saying those things.
Forgive me for sending those messages.
Forgive me for expressing myself.
Forgive me for not leaving you alone.
Forgive me for I can’t move on.
Forgive me for Irritating you.
Forgive me for missing you.
Forgive me for hurting you.
Forgive me for trying.
Forgive me for caring.
Forgive me for being so weak.
Forgive me for loving you.
And
Please forgive me i can't stop loving you..........!!!!!!

The way it makes me feel

Why do people like you always leave can’t you just stay this time? I need you know more than ever. I need to know that you will still think of me from time to time. I’ll always remember you face like it was yesterday. Your long black hair covered your beautiful brown eyes. I love you so much.

Let me tell you about the way you make me feel. Or let me introduce you to the person I really am. To let you in could only hurt me more than before. The only thing left is to be okay.

Your love is not made for me. No matter how much I need it. Your love is not meant for me. I guess this is how it feels. I’ll never let you in again.

When you left you didn’t know, till that message on your phone. Now I saw you last week when you came in my dreams. Our words were small and my heart was there but yours was still gone. So now I’m sitting here missing you more and more. Now I see.

Your love is not made for me. No matter how much I need it. Your love is not meant for me. I guess this is how it feels. I’ll never let you in again.

Remember the nights we spent on the phone. Talking about nothing or anything at all.
You never knew how I felt until the one day. That is mine. So I’m writing this down to help you out. Why did you have to leave and come back in my dreams? I don’t wanna see you cause it hurts me so. You send me signs all the time. Make your move or just leave me alone.

Your love is not made for me. No matter how much I need it. Your love is not meant for me. I guess this is how it feels. I’ll never let you in again.

Why do people like you always leave can’t you just stay this time? I need you know more than ever. I need to know that you will still think of me from time to time. I’ll always remember you face like it was yesterday. Your long black hair covered your beautiful brown eyes. I love you even much.

Your love is not made for me. No matter how much I need it. Your love is not meant for me. I guess this is how it feels. I’ll never let you in again.

Please don’t leave me this time.

Thoughts

Love drizzles out of me like rain ending a drought,
Welcomed, relished and a removal of all doubt,
He soothing soul smothers my fire of fears,
it whispers to me: no more pain, no more tears,

But can you trust the puppet that removed his strings?
Who knows what the alluring darkness of this brings?
Married to that thought: till death do us part,
Fore I’m fearful Cupids cursed sister is aiming for my heart,

Let your sweet storm saturate this contemplation,
Because I’m sick to death of my hesitation,
Take hold of my hand and lead me the way,
Show me the sunshine at the end of this rainy day,

If love is war make me glad I surrendered to you,
I’m yearning for the vision to see this through,
Time will tell the tale that my heart desires,
Beating the countdown clock is all that it requires,

What I yearn for is at the end of the yellow brick road,
The wizard of Oz will give me the missing code,
I know now why the angels pulled us together,
For even with these thoughts I know I will be with you forever

1000 poems I wrote, 1000 drawings I drew,
Can’t explain the love I have for you,
The misconstrued thoughts are now being put in its grave,
Because I now have what I need, the wizard made me brave.

Still Waitng

The leaves turned to gold,
The sunlight turned to rain.
The lake turned to ice.
And all the ducks flew south.
Season turned to season
All the same, I will keep waiting.

Throngs of people turned to empty fields.
Shocking headlines turned to yesterday’s news.
Best new artists turned shriveled and gray.
And my used batteries died.
Season turned to season
All the same, I will keep waiting.

Hot new fads turned to moth-eaten tatters.
A fourth reign floundered in its ashes.
Peace turned to war and war to peace.
And weapons became shields.
Season turned to season
All the same, I will keep waiting.

Your desire turned to my memory.
The locks haven’t been changed.
My key became old and rusty.
And the wood decayed away.
Season turned to season
All the same, I will keep waiting.

Your picture is now faded.
Everything is in black and white.
Our hiding place in the tree is bare.
The lake is now a pond,
And no ducks come to fill it.
Season gives way to season.
All the same, I’m still waiting.

I didn’t chase you then;
I won’t you chase you now.
You’re on your own.
I’m here at home.
Season gives way to season.
All the same, I’m still waiting.

You can’t take forever.
You’ll come home in time.
I won’t chase you.
I’m still just waiting.

Just me nd You

I see your smile,
I see your face,
And all at once,
My anger suddenly fades.

You instantly calm me down,
And I want to know,
How you do it…
Make your warmthness all around.

I’m instantly relaxed.
Nothing could matter more to me,
Than just being wherever you were.
Where I know I’m always heard.

Leaning close to you,
I hear your heart beat.
It’s steady and even…
And mine seems to be, too.

Two hearts beat together.
Two lives are now intertwined.
Two hands are conjoined,
With one feeling of love.

Where Is My Love

Where is my love
Where is my hope
Where is my reason to live

I’m sorry I had fun moments
I’m sorry I gave you presents
I’m sorry I held your hair back
when you were puking in a sac

I didn’t feel like crying
when i see myself dying
I know a new start
can be pretty hard

It didn’t work out well for you

Where is my love
Where is my hope
Where is my reason to live

I’m lonely and left over I know
and I’m living by the flow
Yesterday the flow spat me out
that’s life, no doubt.

I didn’t feel like crying
when i see myself dying
I know a new start
can be pretty hard

and we don’t always survive that

I’m lonely and left over now
I’m solitary but I don’t wanna be
I’m lonely and left over

I’m all alone and I’m tired of it

Where is my love
Where is my hope
Where is my reason to live.

I Love The Way You Hate Me

I love the way I can talk to you
And say what’s on my mind
I never have to look away
Or keep a thing inside

Tears fill my eyes when you’re not around
Or when you just don’t care
But I know in my heart you will do what’s right
For me, you will always dare

Material things will never matter
As long as I have you in my thoughts
You make every day that passes
So much easier to get through

My worries disappear when you’re around
No thoughts of pain or doubt
I feel your love when you are around
And kiss me in my dreams

I don’t care what they are talking about
All I care for is you
I’ll jump off a building to show you my love
If that’s what I have to do

I love you for everything that you are
Not what you promise to be
I know you can’t see why or how
You’re the most important thing to me.

Love Hurts

I know I’m selfish
But I want your love
I don’t want anyone
Getting all your love
I’ve fallen for you
And dear god, it hurts

I want to be the one
To make you smile
To make you laugh
But no matter what
I just can’t seem to
And dear god, it hurts

I want you to be happy
But I don’t want anyone
To be the reason
Of your happiness…
It should be me, yet its not
And dear god, it hurts.

I love you with all
That I am, all of my heart
You are all that I can think of
You are all that I want
But you want someone else
And dear god, it hurts…

What Is Love

Love is the air you breathe,
and the dreams you make.
It takes you over,
and controls your mind making everything you ever knew nothing more than a memory. The time you spend with those you love,
take over your mind and allow you to be the fullest person you could ever be. Sometimes, love makes you do things that you don’t quite understand.
It can make you paranoid, happy, and senseless.
When your sad, love can lift you off your feet and bring you back to some sort of happiness that you thought you’d never know.
You’ll be nervous of losing love,
but protective of keeping it.
Regardless of how you got it,
you’ll never want to leave it.

But in the end of it all, Love is just Love.

You don’t know what love does ?

I‘m not sure how I feel, but that makes things even more unsure.
waking in the night makes every day clearer
and more than you
more than me
i find myself needing
plastic and pockets
plungers and needles
flesh colored rocks and bleeding past thoughts
bitter words spoken from temper
fake and treated.
you don’t know me.
just like
i won’t know you.
when this is done
but we’re not done
so don’t hang up
on me
will you come?
will you be?
won’t you ever believe me
i’m broken to you
useless for me
hopeless to them
and needing something
fake and treated
up and down
down and away
bothered moments
fickle tokens
of my past love nets
that kept me strangled
in something i didn’t
need to tangle
up within
that would leave me mangled
and pleading sanity
left me long ago
with nothing but vanity
and no humanity
but a left shoe
with no wrecked clue
please don’t be blue
fake and treated
needing bleeded
preasured weed and
burning trees
up to sky high
fly high
i know you try my
salty words on
and throw them up in a bathroom
over in deep las vegas
between the tables
their open legs and
my mind’s trashed heads
fall and we don’t all see
too well now in our bleak oblivion.

mister this aint too close to where i’m from
mam i’m sorry but we don’t go to that there gun
but i just need one shot, just one for fun
i said i can’t i won’t don’t make me run
i said i know what you said but i want
hey now lady here’s where you shut
up? yours i thought i told you cunt
that’s the last time you take a ride slut
oh hey now i don’t need your love
you don’t know what love does
to me? or you you never knew cause
don’t tell me what i knew you rub
me wrong you told me how and
now i need more love
love you never had?
now look here don’t play me hard
long and deep a look with mark
me right to you see me undo
every wrong you happen to
make up wake up, it’s over.
over for the end of you
dear you’re so far from who
yeah you used to be cute
almost were you kewl
but now you’re dead to me
news to the world
nothing to anything
and anything you made
this grave will tell a lie to all
but i know i know your not alive at all.
inside you mark the days with a clean slate
and say this is okay.

What Is Love ?

Love is the meaning of Life.
Love is what we live for.
Love inspires us.
Love drives us.
Love is what made us who we are.
It’s the Love of Family.
It’s the Love of Friends.
It’s the Love of Humanity.

It’s the Love of the special someone.
That Love triumphs above everything.

It’s when you’re together with the one you Love,
and everything else fades away,
even you,
and all that’s left of you is your Love,
and the one you Love.

It’s when you know you can do no wrong,
Because when you’ve made a mistake,
you know that she’ll be there to support you,
hug you,
and make you feel better when you’re down.

It’s when you’re angry at her,
but you still want to talk to her.
be with her,
and forgive her.

It’s when you want to be with her when she’s made a mistake,
when you want to be there for her, support her,
hug her.

It’s when every single moment you spend with her
is a memory that will last a lifetime.

It’s when all you think about,
every day, every hour, every minute, every second,
is how much you Love her.

It’s when you go to bed at night,
anticipating that you’ll be able to see her the next morning,
and just the sight of her makes your day,

It’s when you wake up in the morning,
and even though you don’t remember the dreams,
you know you dreamt of her.

It’s when you have to go away for a while,
and your heart feels like it’s fighting to get out of your chest,
to go back,
back to the one you Love.

It’s when you feel like running outside,
and screaming at the top of your voice that you Love her.

It’s when you wake up in the middle of the night,
and have that gut instinct that something bad happened.

It’s when you’re happy that the one you Love is happy.

It’s when you’ve fallen, into the deepest depths of despair,
and Love is the lifeline which pulls you back.

It’s when you care more about her, than yourself.

It’s when your heart skips a beat when you know she’s in danger.

It’s when you would sacrifice anything, to be with her.

It’s the strength of Love which can turn any nihilist, existentialist, or absurdist,
to see why life is worth living.

It’s what can turn a psychopath into a normal human being.

What is Love?
Love is what we live for.
And I live for you.

Love is, when you’ve realised, that you’re not the one for her, and you’ve accepted that fact, and you feel happy, when she’s found happiness without you, and smile, that she’ll be able to lead a happy life, because you know she deserves the best she can get out of this world, and you’ll sacrifice anything to make sure she gets that.

“Love is when you can sit down when you are having a bad day, think about your loved one, and suddenly, your day just got better.

Love is something that cannot be explained in words, there is no word out there that could explain how much care is in their hearts.”

“I think love is when you’d rather spend time with your love than eat chocolate.

I say that, because before I found the wonder that is love, I loved chocolate.
Now? Its just a friend.”

“You would defend the one you love through thick and thin, no matter what. You would gladly take a bullet for the one you love, no question. You would die for the person you love.”

“Love is when silence is not an awkward moment but rather a blissful sound.”

“You know you’re in love when you can’t sleep at night because reality is finally better than your dreams…”

“Love is like riding a bike, sometimes you fall and get back up, sometimesyou lie there feeling sorry for yourself, sometimes you lie there laughing, sometimes you bring others down with you and sometimes you are just too hurt to even think of starting again.”
“We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.”

“Love is going through life being absolutely crazy and not being embarrassed because you’re crazy together.”

“Love is when life goes bellyup and you don’t care as long as that special someone is going to be there by your side to help you.”

Love Hurts

It hurts when you don’t notice me,
It hurts when you don’t listen to me,
It hurts when you don’t care about me,
It hurts when you say you Love anyone else .
It hurts when you don’t ask me what’s wrong,
It hurts when you’re not there to save me,
It hurts when you act too busy for me,
It hurts when you don’t hear me screaming.
It hurts when you don’t pick up my call.

It hurts when I think about what I can’t have,
It hurts when I imagine bliss but have to wait for it,
It hurts when you don’t know why I’m hurting,
It hurts when you don’t know that I’m hurting.

There is so much pain inside of me,
I need to release it,
I need your help to learn to be happy,
For I am loved by you,
But I still complain,
I still feel miserable,
Please stop hurting me,
I know you don’t mean to,
But the pain is too hard to bear,
Hold me and tell me it’s ok,
Tell me you’ll make it better,
Please fix me.

Don't Leave Me

Don’t leave me here,
I’m begging you to take me with you!
I can’t stand this solitary darkness,
I’m lost in a world of shadows.
They have no warmth,
No tender embrace.
Just cold clutches and silent glances.

Don’t leave me here,
I’m begging you to talk to me!
I can’t bear to listen to the pulse of my blood,
The tapping of my heart on my chest.
I’m only alive enough to breathe,
But dead enough to be numb.
It’s just enough to remember
I’m empty, hollow and scared.

Don’t leave me here,
I’m begging you to love me!
I can’t cry until you’re here,
Until you tell me I’m real enough to cry. .
I don’t deserve the satisfaction of
Justification of my own faults.
I’m guilty of more than you know.
But don’t leave me with these
Flaws, they intensify
They magnify with loneliness.

Don’t leave me here,
I’m begging you to save me!
I just want you to hold me,
To rock me until the shadows fall away.
To pet my hair and calm my heart,
Tell me i’m not perfect
and i don’t have to be.
Tell me i’m lovely.
Tell me my fears are shallow
and have no root.
and tell me you won’t leave me.

Tell me you won’t leave me.
Tell me you won’t learn to hate me,
As i have.
Tell me you won’t desert me,
As others have.
Tell me i don’t have to be lonely.

Won't You Please Stay

You’ve given me a rebirth
A second chance at childhood
A reason for naivaté
A reason to cry today

A reason to feel like the best
A reason to fall to my knees
A reason to appreciate rest
Won’t you stay with me, please?

A future that’s not bright without you
Can only crumble and crackle away
The wounds that can’t heal without you
They open anew every day

Won’t you stay with me please?
So my daydreams keep me calm
So my ultimate prize
I can still realize
Just like enlightened psalms

There’s nowhere else I’d rather be
Nothing else I’d rather do
No one else I’d rather see
A second chance to be with you

Do you know at this moment
What makes my tears swell?
Do you know right this minute
What describes my only hell?

Do you know, at this moment
That my life isn’t complete
Unless I’m conquering this distance
Unless my dear love, we will meet?

There is never a more fearful moment
There is never a scarier dream
Then the one that puts me without you
By some unfulfilling means
Not knowing what it means.

Don’t you dare let me go
Don’t you dare close your eyes
Don’t you dare turn your ear
Don’t you dare look to the skies

Because I am your true love
Not the clouds always moving
I’m the one whose thinking of
You, every moment I am living

Forget that and you’ll break my heart
Forget that and you’ll dig my grave
Forget that and you’ll tear apart
The very one that you should save

Don’t you want to save me?
Why don’t you want to save me?
Is it something that I did?
Is it…Something that I did???

Losing You

Why are you so different?
You’re not who you used to be
And why am I so lonely,
When you’re right infront of me?
Something isn’t right,
I can see it in your eyes
I’m just trying to find
A truth behind the lies
You act like we’re so close
But we couldn’t be more far apart
And right now I can’t handle
Someone playing with my heart
Tell me that I’m dreaming,
Tell me our love’s still strong,
Tell me you’re not leaving,
Please tell me that I’m wrong
Tell me that everything
Is going to be just fine
Tell me you love me
And you’ll always be mine
Constantly, we’re fighting
It gets worse everyday
And I don’t want to stay
Just to watch you slip away
I only want to make you smile
But I only make you frown
I just want to make you happy
Seems all I do is bring you down
I’ve never felt so far away from you
And I need you here so bad
But I feel like we’ve already lost
Everything we ever had
Please tell me that I’m dreaming,
Tell me our love’s still true,
Tell me you’re not leaving,
I’d give up anything but you
But I don’t know you anymore
You’re not who you used to be
How can I miss you so much
When you’re right here with me?
I’ve never been
This scared before
And I can’t take this
Anymore
We fight, we try,
We scream, we cry,
We fake, we lie,
We say goodbye
Then you wrap your arms around me
And you look into my eyes
You tell me that you love me
And we both apologize
Then we pretend
That everything is ok
And it is, at least
For the rest of the day
The last time we did this
Was yesterday
And we said things would
Never be this way
But tomorrow we’ll do it
All over again
And right now it’s the worst
It’s ever been
Remember when we first met?
Remember our first kiss?
Remember those first couple years?
They weren’t anything like this
I keep telling myself,
It isn’t true
But deep down, I know

I’m losing you…

Learn To Love The Pain

Every time I remember you, you just disappear in the rain,
I just wish this whole thing would fade away,
Just tell me, your not forgetting, all the times that we shared,
And I’ll remember, all the feelings, and all the times you looked so scared,

The hell that I live, is the only thing that keeps me sane,
Waking to remember you, now I enjoy the pain,
To take the pain away, would be to lose the ghost of you,
I wish I could touch you, and let you know, how much I love you,

The walls they built around me, have now become my home,
To scared to walk on the outside, feeling safer all alone,
The days are just ticking, till I’ll be set free,
But will it change? Can I forget? All the things they did to me,

Looking in the past, is not looking through my eyes,
My mind has changes, people have gone, and I see nothing but their lies,
The only thing I’d change, is not being by your side,
But ill show you one day, I did my best, I tried, and I tried,

What I’d give?

One breath, or just a voice,
What I’d give, if I had the choice,
One touch, one kiss,
A thousend words, enternal bliss,
One moment, just me and you,
What was meant, just us two,

Holding on, to a moment in time,
Cant let go, to what should be mine,

All the time wasted for lies,
Endless days, endless whys,
No tomorrows, same old days,
Same old views, same old ways,

What I’d give just for one more day,
To hold you close, to have my say,
What I’d give, and what id do,
To tell you how much, how much I love you,

My love

I will never stop loving you,
My love for you will never fade away,
Your part of me, in every way,
I will always be with you in your heart,
And though that we will never be apart,

Your mine and always will be,
No matter what they say,
You will always be my baby,
You will always be on my mind,
From morning to night,
My love for you will always be bind,

You are my heart and soul,
I’ll never forget you,
It is just the time that they stole,
We can and will be happy one day,
I know we will, and ill find a way,

I love you, always will,
Don’t forget that,
Because alot will,

I NEED YOU

I need you more than you can know

More than love can show, I need you

I need you when the sun comes up

Before my morning cup, I need you

There’s a bit of you in every breath I take

In every lesson learned from my dumb mistakes

And in the amber flow of each setting sun

Its your face I see and I come undone

I NEED YOU


I need you to keep me straight

On a path of faith, I need you

I need you when my life turns sour

And in my darkest hours, I need you

There’s a bit of you in every breath I take

In every lesson learned from my dumb mistakes

And in the amber flow of each setting sun

Its your face I see and I come undone

I NEED YOU

I need you and the life we share

Helping me to dare, I need you

I need you for each precious day

You light my way, I need you

I NEED YOU

I NEED YOU

Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is how could you ignore it
And drop right back in the cut over basement tracks
Rap stack got you back in the sub black
Rewind that we just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylist division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiving
But in the meantime there are those
who wanna talk this and that
So I suppose that it gets to a point
where feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people
spreading the dirt it goes

[Chorus]
(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you
don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
And everything left’s a waste of time
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else’s more
I’m riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it’s better I
can’t keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave
me something to write on
The pain gave me something I could set my sights on
Never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years the fear and
Trash talking and the people it was to
And the people that started it just like you
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[Chorus]
(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you
don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear

Heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear

Heart full of pain

[Chorus]
(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you
don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
(Nobody’s listening)
Head full of anger, held in my chest
(Nobody’s listening)
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
(Nobody’s listening)
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
(Nobody’s listening)

Scratching Conclusion (Cu-coming
at you from every side)


NOBODY's Listining

Salt My Wound

Already broken, breaking again.
Take some salt, rub it in.
You said those words, you meant them too
But now I’m left with the ghost of you,
Haunting my thoughts, strangling my heart
I don’t know that I could ever restart.
I gave you so much and you gave in return
But now I watch as it all burns.
Take it back, every sentiment
I don’t want to hear how you really meant it
Stop spewing all your lies
Tell me the truth I can see in your eyes
Then leave me be so I can heal
And peddle your heart-break anywhere but here.

Hold me tight
Never let me go
Love at first sight
I need you so

Staring into the dark night
Thinking of you
Love at first sight
You’re the star I look up to

I only see one light
And you are that one
Love at first sight
You are my sun

I turn to you, my knight
You lead me through
Love at first sight
I think the world of you.

For Those Brownish Eyes

I love your eyes
Don’t hide them away
They are so beautiful
Just leave them okay?

Keep them from drying
Keep them from dieing
Keep them from striving
But most of all keep them from crying.

They enlighten your life
They show dark and light
Keep them out of harm
Let them sleep tonight.

Why does such a nice girl
Have to go though such pain
That day you’re mother hit you
You will not die in vein.

Stand strong on the inside
Don’t bother to cry
All the shit that comes
It’s just life passing you by.

Just try to forget
All of that stress
Life is too short
To live all depressed

So open your bright eyes
Just see what you can do
Forget all the pain
Life will get better I simply promise you.

Love That Kills

There was a girl I liked so well,
She didn't liked me , I could tell,
she stolen my heart away from me,
And now she wants to set it free,
She likes another boy you see,
As he sat her upon his knee,
And told her sweet nothings he never told me

I ran home crying that very night,
There was no one there to comfort me,
So the staris I climbed up to my room,
This was where I was to meet my doom

When mother arrived later on that night,
She searched for me left and right,
The stairs she climbed,
My door she broke,
To find me hanging from a rope,
Although she tried to cut me down,
My deap coarpse fell, to the ground

Now you see I loved you so,
It’s too late now I’m gone,
I hope I haunt you in your dreams,
For everything ou’ve done to me.

I m nt broke.....jst a broken hearted man

Already broken, breaking again.
Take some salt, rub it in.
You said those words, you meant them too
But now I’m left with the ghost of you,
Haunting my thoughts, strangling my heart
I don’t know that I could ever restart.
I gave you so much and you gave in return
But now I watch as it all burns.
Take it back, every sentiment
I don’t want to hear how you really meant it
Stop spewing all your lies
Tell me the truth I can see in your eyes
Then leave me be so I can heal
And peddle your heart-break anywhere but here.

Killing Me

Your killing me
Your ripping me apart
You walked into my life one day
and now I know nothing but pain
I tryed so hard not to let you in
your good looks was the start
of our terrible sin
I could take this razor and
cut you out
but your here so deep in my heart
my soul has withered
from all our pain
there is no peace for me
my tears have all dried up
there is no sleep
there is no escape for me
from the evil that is you
I wish you would
just leave me alone
take your pain and go
let me find the pieces
of my life
that you have scattered everywhere
the pieces that were once me.

Love was all that I needed to live
And I found it there in your heart
But I lost it in a haze of events
For you left me without a word
In a world with all but compassion
I tried so hard not to cry
Because I knew you hated to see me cry
But the pain my soul was enduring was overwhelming
For it had lost its heart
I miss you
I miss you so badly
I hope I will see you again one day
I know it will be in heaven
A beautiful place full of hope and dreams
But until then
Everyday I think of you
And the day you slipped away from me
That day was the day I knew my life had changed forever
The only thing that soothes my soul
Is when I talk to you within my mind
Hoping that you can hear me
The only thing I heard from the day you slipped away from me
Was the sound of my howling soul
It has been in pain
For its heart was ripped away from it
To this day do I hear my howling soul
All I can do is pray that the day I fly to heaven
Will come soon

Please dont call me beautiful

Please don’t tell me I’m beautiful,
cause ugly’s all I see.
Please don’t say I’m beautiful,
and lie to me.
Please don’t tell me I’m skinny,
cause I know I’m fat.
Please don’t tell me I’m pretty,
cause I know I’m far from that.
Don’t you say I’m perfect,
cause I’ll never be.
Don’t you say you care,
cause i know you hate me.
Please don’t tell me I worry you,
just to put it in my face.
Please don’t tell me I’m good,
when I know I’m a disgrace.
Don’t tell me I’m faithful,
when I know I’m a fucking whore.
Don’t tell me you’ll never leave,
cause I know you’re going to walk out that door.
Please don’t tell me we’re meant to be,
cause for me there is no one.
And don’t you dare say you love me,
cause I know it can’t be done.

Love for our life

Love is a feeling we should never forget,
as love is the air that we are breathing.

Love for our life!
Love for all the being!
Love for our beloveds!
Love for all the small things we tend to forget!

Love is the light in the darkness that leads us back home.
Love is the shelter we need when everything seems to crumble down.
Love is the utmost pleasure and the deepest pain.
Love is the salvation and the end of being.

Love is our Life!

“This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They’re spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slowBut I realize that
I need you
And I wondered if I could come home”